Wings.NU: Re-dreaming

oh. darn. ↕

If I said I am working on Wings and have been working on Wings since September 21st...that would be a big fat lie, because I'm not and I haven't been.

Remember that cancer scare I was going through? I'm all clear for that one, thank goodness! :D But then what explains the aches, pains, tiredness...basically everything that went along with a (we know now) harmless physical defect that made everyone think "oh no, the c-word..."? Oh, just good ol' myalgic encephalomyelitis. Isn't that fab? The exhaustion has been from pushing myself to be super active even though I can barely move, and not realising that every time I did so? I essentially made my baseline of exhaustion worse.

So yeah, a giant painful spanner was thrown into the works and I've more or less spent the last month stalking myself: taking note of every single thing I do, every symptom I have, and every moment I end up flat on my back unable to move, so that I can stop the repeated crashes from happening. It's frustrating, limiting, and did I mention there's no cure?

As soon as I get a handle on this pacing nonsense, I'll return to working on Wings. I will not ever return to creating fanlistings, as the whole debacle literally, first meaning, worsens my physical illness (which is wild, but I'm not going to lie about it). But Wings' rebirth is still on, even if I can't make it a top priority currently. Seeing as my entire planned future has been effectively thrown into the garbage (farewell, both scholastic and medical careers! You were nice while you lasted!), I can't tell you whether this will either result in lots of work on it, or very little, but I don't want to just give up entirely until I'm absolutely forced to -- and hopefully I won't be. So watch this space. ♥

Sorry, my loves. There's so much I still have to process. This is about as cheerful as I can get about it. But no matter what, I don't want to give up and I promise to try not to.

xo,
K
(21/10/25)

All the sites beneath the general umbrella of Wings are still there; here's the ones that have the majority of my attention recently:

in the meantime, you should visit...